Looking for 1 hole or cave to rent indefinitely.August 16, 2014
i’m challenging myself to do this again. For at least a week. We’ll see from there. But the words don’t want to cooperate tonight. They’ve crawled deep down inside me so i can feel them and i know they still exist but nothing happens when i try to use them. i wish it were that easy for me. Just go crawl into a hole or a cave somewhere and just disappear until i was ready to come out. i should be looking for the words. Because without them i am looking toward other things to calm the spinning in my head and the pounding in my chest and hum of negativity in my ears.
i feel weak in every sense of the word right now. And i’m too tired to care or do anything about it. That’s all.